Friday, January 8, 2010

Delivery Date

I cannot believe that this is the month I would have delivered with our first pregnancy! I can remember stating the due date loud and proud even before we went to have our first u/s! I feel bad saying that I don't remember the exact date now, just that it was in January! I remember after that nightmare day that I wanted to forget that date b/c I knew it would only bring on more pain and at that time I didn't think it was possible to feel any more pain. I mean I even wanted to delete the entire month of January out of my mind completely!!!! That day was horrible and I just remember feeling so out of control. All of this was happening in slow motion and I couldn't do anything to change it. I just kept saying no to God!!

Then today I was reading up on the blogs I follow and realized that one of the ladies I read about found out she was pg right when I did and now she is almost ready to deliver! Wow, I would have never imagined back then that I wouldn't still be tied to my bed crying. Instead I am sitting on my couch and Noah is a moving and a grooving!! How different this month has turned out and I am so thankful for Noah! For our sweet miracle!! Noah isn't even here yet and already he is such a healing spirit b/c he has helped heal his momma's broken heart! Thank you Lord for Noah and thank you Noah for U!!!!

1 comment:

shauna said...

I could not believe it when I saw the title of your post!!! Little Noah is doing so much to heal his mommy's heart isn't he? I am soooo glad that you are a mommy now. Enjoy every minute of it, you've worked hard for it :)
Love ya!