Saturday, August 1, 2009

Learning to play soccer!

Af showed up this morning!! I kinda thought it was coming b/c I have been super PMSing lately. And it is odd b/c before when I was on all the IF meds I didn't PMS as much, but this month I made up for all of those months!!! I of course was disappointed..I know you would think I would learn, but I don't. Each month right before AF I get my hopes up. I wonder if this is the time that God has chosen for me to be a mother. I get excited and then when I discover that it is not the time yet..I sigh a sad sigh. I actually should be glad that I still get hopeful. I know there was a time I didn't. I know that each day that passes is a day closer to God's path and to motherhood. I don't know how or when, but I know it will happen.

I called my IF nurse, but the office was closed and so I left a message. Hopefully, I can do a baseline ultrasound on Monday and it will be okay. It will be CD 3 and my nurse said that we would do it on CD 2. Oh well, not gonna stress!! I am excited about Monday b/c I am helping coach my nieces soccer team. I know NOTHING about soccer but thankfully the other coach does. Plus the kids are four, so it will be basics. I guess I will finally learn soccer. I have always wanted to play, but I am not coordinated. Therefore, I never tried and never learned. It just always looked like so much now I will!! It made me think that if I had a list of things I wanted to have done before I was 30..that learning how to play soccer would be one of them. I know I have a list like that, but I made it a long time ago and do not know where it is. Plus there is a lot that was on my previous list that I have already accomplished :D

So I will make a new one!!!
Things I want to accomplish before I am the BIG 3..0...!!!!
1. Learn how to play soccer
2. Have a party at our house
3. Read the entire Bible, I can't believe I haven't done this yet
4. Buy a bike and start cycling with the hubs
5. Be a mom!...had to add that one!!

Okay that list doesn't seem to big! I am going to get on it! What would be on your list???


Jennifer said...

Here is the list I made when I was 23 (I turned 30 this year).

learn to surf
master another language
travel to another country DONE
skydive DONE
fill in an entire journal
skydive DONE
white water raft DONE
learn to belly dance
go back to school DONE
pay off student loans
learn to sew DONE (kinda)
learn to play an instrument
dance to Sinatra with the man of my dreams
work on a political campaign

I remember choosing not to add 'motherhood' or 'married' to the list because these were not things I could make happen within a time frame;) Boy was I right. Its funny how different my goals are now! Jennifer

I Believe in Miracles said...

I like your list. I think 1-4 are very doable because they're things you can control. I'm praying very hard that 5 is going to happen too. :o)

Keep us posted re the u/s.