Saturday, March 28, 2009

Transfer Date

I got the call today and we have 10 embryos right now. They have set the transfer date for next Tuesday :D I am sad that we lost two embryos. I was already attached!! It is so much I already loved those babies...and how proud I am of them for just growing. Every time I think about them I can't help but smile. They are so precious to me!!

I have been CHUGGING gat.orade like it is going out of style. And I am getting so sick of it. My favorite one is fruit punch..and I am beginning to hate it. It is making me feel like I have heartburn. Neways it is definitely worth it, so I will continue to down that stuff :D Also, I have been making it a point to eat protein with every meal. I am praying that I won't get OHSS. Or if I do have will be mild and go away. Right now I feel fine. I am still a bit sore, but that is really it. I have been taking it easy and not doing anything too strenuous.

Now, I am a bit nervous about the transfer. I am scared that the transfer will reveal that I can't carry a child. I know that I am suppose to trust God's plan, but I still get scared and I am still working on that. It is like I get all psyched and then I make myself come down off that cloud and remember that tomorrow could be different. I know that sounds like the glass if half full attitude, but it is what helps me. Preparation is key :D Okay enough with the downer Dana :D

I won't hear anything else from the nurse about our little embryos. I am just suppose to go Tuesday and pray hard!!! Thank you sooo much for all of your support and prayers!! It means the world to me!! Love y'all!!


shauna said...

So Tuesday is the day!!! I know the apprehension, but you must keep reminding yourself to trust God. Once you get pregnant the worry does not go away, you still have to force yourself to trust sometimes. Praying for you!

littlesteps said...

10 sounds like a good number to me. Good luck with your transfer on Tuesday! I'm getting sick of the Gatorade too.

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm praying for you.

I found the blue frost gatorade was the best for me. I don't think I ever want to have the yellow one ever again.

I hear you on not wanting to presume on God's promises but at the same time, really hoping it will work.

BIG HUGS!!! xoxo

Leslie Laine said...

Here's to noooo hyperstimulation! Praying for you all.