Friday, November 14, 2008

Hangin Tough!!

I was hesitating even writing this post because I know that in a few days I am going to be writing a post that says that AF showed...so I really shouldn't be doing all this hoping and such. The heck with that....

A few things have happened lately...and dad if you are reading this....just skip this post....it has a lot of girly things in it...okay :D On my CD 22 I spotted. You know only noticed it after a potty break...like twice...then it was gone. I actually thought oh great stupid cycle all messed up again...but it disappeared. You know that got me hoping. Then on CD 24 I thought I noticed a darkening of the girls. You know what I mean...I am so silly I can't even type it..hehe But I think maybe I am either going nuts or something was up with my circulation at that moment...cause they look normal to me now. Also, I have been pretty yucky feeling lately. But I always feel that way before AF shows.

So I am ticked at my body. Stupid body trying to make me be hopeful so my hopes can come crashing down on me. Today is CD 25 and only God knows when I will start. It could be 28, 30, 32, or even longer. My body just likes to mess with me. So even though I know WAY better...I have been looking up pg symptoms. And I already know them by heart...I know the drill....what is wrong with me????

On a much lighter note. I went to see NKOTB a few weeks ago and just had to share :D Enjoy!! The concert was a BLAST!!!!!


4 comments:

Leslie Laine said...

Here's to hoping! Let yourself hope - it's good for you!! Keep us posted!!

I Believe in Miracles said...

I agree with Leslie -- let's keep praying and hoping. Look at Searching for Serenity - she got a BFP defying all the odds. Keep us posted. Saying a prayer for you.
**BIG HUG**

Michelle said...

Me too. Hope is what we have that keeps us going so I say keep on hoping and I will hope with you.

Nichole said...

I am so sorry - FWIW I am in a similar boat. My body has been tricking me for the last 3 years - you would think that one of these days I would learn. Hang in there - and by the way - I hope you are wrong about AF!