Monday, September 1, 2008

Christmas didn't come early this year

I woke up at like 7:30 this morning and sat in anticipation of testing. Of course, DH was sound asleep while I had butterflies in my stomach. After a while of analyzing what could be....DH woke up...we prayed....and I tested. Now, testing is a pain because only seeing one line is a HORROR. So I did the whole thing and ran like heck because I didn't want to see the outcome. DH and I argued over who would go and look...we decided to go together. There it was only one line...A BFN!!!!!

I am sad, but not out yet, because AF hasn't shown. However, my pg tests have been accurate thus I am sure I am not pg. I am going to have to get positive and wrap myself up in GOD. Or better yet, He can wrap Himself around me and that would be very comforting. I know there is a reason for this. DH was super sweet, he took me to Hard.ees for bkfast and then we checked our town's new Ing.les. I know it sounds boring, but it is the biggest one in the states. It was HUGE. Now we are going to plant some trees and enjoy the rest of our holiday. I am planning to hit the gym for the first two weeks before O. Here's to shots not hurting...bellies not bloating (from all the shots), no crazy mood swings, and a successful #2 IUI!!!!

God bless everyone caught in the hurricane's path. I pray that everyone is safe from harm and that there is very minimal damage done to L.A.


Leslie Laine said...

So sorry to hear about your BFN. Hope you can keep positive and start thinking about the two lines that could come with next month's IUI. Take care of yourself. Thinking of you...

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm so sorry to hear this. Bummer.