Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Rollercoaster of IUI

It is really official now. I know I say that a lot, I just don't know how else to say it. I just have to list how I feel since I have been getting my shot!
  • I have a headache that won't quit and it does not help when you are house sitting for someone who is getting tile work done.
  • My emotions are sooo raw. I tend to cry at about 7 p.m. each night FOR NO REASON!! But it feels real all the same.
  • There are moments when I could literally grab someone and do some harm...and then the next I am happy and wondering what I was so mad about.
  • My ovaries feel like they have to be alive and moving. One minute I don't feel a thing and the next they are kicking.
  • Then there is this achy feeling all over my body...kinda like when you have a fever, so I keep checking my forehead for extreme heat.

But EVERY stinkin think that I am feeling I would do a million times for our future child/children. I would eat poop each day if it would make me get pg. The GREAT news is that I went to the RE this morning and did an ultrasound. He said I have two follies. One on each ovary. He said it with a smile and it made me feel good. I guess that is good, huh?? Two is better than one. So hopefully the results from my bloodwork will match up nicely to what he saw on the ultrasound and we can forward with IUI next week. Even though I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep...I am sooo excited. I just have a wonderful feeling that we are finally getting somewhere. I won't say this is going to be it, because I don't know God's plan, but I do know that we are going down God's path. I just hope that DH feels the same way. I think he does...I think he is just on an emotional rollercoaster as well. So I am going to have to remember that and take care of him too :D

I was tagged before and started to post it, I just haven't been able to finish it. Ya know with the hormones a ragin and all.

Lord, please bless my little follies and help them to grow and soon be healthy little eggs which will become the children I have dreamed of all of my life. Thank you for all of your strength and guidance you have given me, especially the peace when I needed it most. I pray that one day I can help my children the way you have helped me. Love you dearly...In Jesus Precious Name I Pray...AMEN!!

1 comment:

I Believe in Miracles said...

I can agree - when I shifted to IUI I felt it was official. Much more so than anything else I'd experienced at this point.

I'm sorry to hear things have been going rough. Are you on clomid at all? Is that contributing to the emotions?

Praying this one is it for both of us and we can be pregnant together!!!